Sunday, June 29, 2014

For you…

I'm going to maybe just dedicate this post to a special someone who holds a special position in my heart, one that no one else can replace. 

For the past few days, I have been down with gastroenteritis(inflammation/infection of the guts due to virus/bacteria) and I haven't fully recover yet at the moment but I am much better compared to previous days. If it wasn't for you and your parents, I wouldn't have recovered. Most of the time I'm alone at home and I have nobody to look after me but I have you now, and I'm very very thankful for that. 

You shower me with love and care all the time, even more when I'm sick. When my cough didn't recover and I had to go for an X-ray, you accompanied me. You went to the doctor with me, because I didn't want to go alone. This time, you had me stay over at your place just so you can look after me. Trust me, I really wish I could stay with you because your presence makes me feel safe and not alone. You made milo for me, prepared medicine, get water, and rub oilment on my tummy for me and when I threw up, you were there trying to comfort me. All these make me feel deeply loved by you.  

You pamper me most of the time, if not all the time. I wanted you here on my birthday and spend the day with me, you did despite it being Father's Day as well. I like it when you come over unannounced, like the last time you came with unagi and a bottle of sparkling and then cooked dinner while I was sleeping like a log. I like going to sleep while hugging you, and waking up next to you. It makes the day better, brighter. I love it most when you make me feel like I'm a baby. 

It's your turn to fall sick now and I wish I could look after you because it's probably my fault. I'm so sorry ;( It's making me worried about you, thinking who's going to do cold compress for you if your temperature goes high. Why can't I be there for you like how you did for me? Please recover fast. 

And my dear, I love you, so much. Thank you for everything :*