They say, love's like a pail of hot water. As time goes by, it turns cold. Maybe my love for you has lost it's fire. The fire that once burn with a fiery red flame now is on the edge of being put out.
I never did question my decision in the first place. Maybe I should have. I was selfish because I didn't want to throw the chance away and I did love you. I'm not sure if I still do. Maybe it's just a phase. Maybe. All those maybes. Will they give me an answer?
I realized that I want someone different. I want someone who acts older and much mature than I do. I want to be the one who is treated like a child instead of the one being the 'adult'. I want to be patted on the head, and not pat someone's head. I need to feel secured, loved, pampered .
Question is, did I make the WRONG choice?
Mr Doubt visited me. He questioned my decisions, questioned my feelings. I have no answers. And I'm lost…
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