Unforgivable mistakes

"When you try your best but you don't succeed…"

Exactly how I feel for the whole day. Even now. Why? Because I've made unforgivable mistakes in my M. Maths paper 1.
Unforgivable! I cannot forgive myself, neither am I going to forgive myself for committing such mistakes.  If it costs me to lose my A+, I'll cry like fuck. I already shed tears.

Upcoming subjects are hardcore. So I'm gon' go hardcore too. Dear health, please stick with me thru this!