Thankful, blessed.

Hello blog.

SPM is officially over and I'm no longer a high school student. I'm now considered as an ex-MGS student and I swear I miss school, at this very moment. On the last day of exam, the very last paper and the very last few minutes, it was like a……sudden flashback. Every single moment spent in Trinity Hall just came rushing back.

We've had our first day in Form One in there, our PMR, Hari Anugerah, Mrs Lee's farewell, IU days and so on and we ended my school days in the same hall. Wow. I've had amazing years in that amazing school with some amazing people. Amazing memories were created during amazing moments. Amazing, huh?

Now that I'm no longer a high school student, I guess I need to start worrying about college/poly? Frankly speaking, I'm a teensy bit not prepared for the world. My grandpa keeps on saying that the family's future depends on ME. Okay, now imagine the pressure I'm facing.

On the bright side, things with dad are getting better. He called me twice in less than a week's time. I'm happy (: Honestly, I'm blessed to even have a family. Think of those who dream of having one, but still they're alone. So, thank You God.

Count your blessings, not what you lack of.

Colour it with Colours

Odd things happen at times when we least expected. It may be bad, but it all depends on how we see it. You may be stranded somewhere and someone may take you in. Or you may think that your chances are gone, but then they'd find their way back to you.

Things happen for a reason. These words sound legit don't they? Let's put it this way; things don't happen for no reasons. They're part of God's plans for everyone. Life cannot only be full of fortunate things or exciting adventures. There must be some misfortunes or unexpected events to color up your life. Just like how there are different shades of grey and black in colours. All these are God's challenges for us.

I'll never forget what an old friend of mine said, "If everyone in this world is happy, then it would be dull…"

Sick

Hi my e-diary. I'm feeling rather sad today because I'm down with a high fever and throat infection. It happened all of the sudden last night.

So, I didn't even study. Just slacking the whole day. And a.maths is on the 20th. I'm SCARED! 

My throat is being irritating and I haven't been eating. Not a proper meal. I must get better!

Unforgivable mistakes

"When you try your best but you don't succeed…"

Exactly how I feel for the whole day. Even now. Why? Because I've made unforgivable mistakes in my M. Maths paper 1.
Unforgivable! I cannot forgive myself, neither am I going to forgive myself for committing such mistakes.  If it costs me to lose my A+, I'll cry like fuck. I already shed tears.

Upcoming subjects are hardcore. So I'm gon' go hardcore too. Dear health, please stick with me thru this!

History history

Hello Blog. Twitter is being mean to me by saving my tweets as drafts. Why???

I think I screwed my History paper, both papers. None of the spotted questions came out, NONE, I tell you. D:

Okay forget about that. Bible Knowledge was kinda like sejarah as well. Ahh. Dear God please let me have an A-.

M. Maths tomorrow and I'm feeling fine. Yea, fine (: I guess it'll be fine to practice guitar for a while? (: