I'm a person who loves to observe things and people. I like to do it without people noticing. It's nice and funny to sometimes see how they behave or react to certain situations. Some people say I'm a good observer. I'm not quite sure, maybe I am? I can roughly tell how a guy feel towards a girl just by his actions and most of the time, I'm right. Sometimes, I observe others without even knowing that I'm doing it. I'd like to know what they're thinking. Then sometimes, I see how people dress and in Singapore, it's not that hard to find some that amaze me, be it bad or good. When it comes to couples, it sometimes disgust me to see what they do in public. Call me old-fashioned, but I still think that all the tongue kissing and rubbing and caressing should be done somewhere private. Not for the sake of others but at least for the sake of children around? I personally wouldn't want my 5-year-old child witnessing a 'sex story' unfolding in front of him/her. Well, not that I have a child but its a fact. Children, they never fail to surprise and amaze me. It's nice to just look at them and see what they do. There was once I was in a hypermarket and these two young kids, siblings, probably around age 2-4; the younger brother is still considered as an infant. His mitten fell of his trolley and I picked it up for them. Children are normally shy but this kid and his sister, they actually waved at me after that. I melted at that exact moment. Children can be adorable and annoying at times. Nonetheless, I still love them. (:
Now, I've been thinking, I observe people so I'm guessing I'm being observed as well. Speaking about that, I wonder if I'm an 'eye candy' to anyone in school. Haha. Yes, eye candy is another term for crush. Oh trust me, I have one myself but I'm not revealing it. I can be very self-conscious sometimes especially when I know that I'm being observed; yes i feel it sometimes. I'm self-conscious about my own body and how I look and sometimes, how I act. I tend to act quite stupidly at times and I seriously do not have the 18-year-old-poly-student look. I think sometimes I still look like a 15 or 16 year old girl. Hmmmm…yay to that or nay? Because sometimes I wish I could pull off a sexy, like sexy sexy look and not adorable sexy or just adorable look. But like I've once told a friend, "You're not handsome but you're adorable", so I guess the same goes to me? Hahaha.
It's now 8:35a.m. and I think I should stop.
"Sometimes being alone allows you the time to think, to observe and to relax. Not every hour you have to be with someone…"
And yes, I am alone now, with strangers all around me.
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